Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
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1:29 am
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yeah well.....im still alive if anyone cares. its been so long since i updated that i dont remember how so bare with me. not much has changed...new job, i work at the wine rack with lindsay yaaaay. goods friends and booos good times. trying to find a resonable place to live in salisbury.. very hard to find a nice place with cheap rent. but were not giving up yet. hopefully ill be out by the summer so i can have mad parties at my new place. it seems like all my friends are running away from me.... joni moved to cali and keith is workin in oc again so i dont see much of him and steve well lets not get into that long story as some of you may know.....but yeah long story short we dont hang out anymore as off last week but thing may change this is'nt the first time hes done this but maybe if he still is'nt over me yet i should stay way.
i've decide i want to get my buisness degree and open up my own store maybe a pet store who know. im sick of working for people i want to work for my self for a change.
well its late so im going to bed...peace
p.s. keith i do read you lj i just dont update my because my life is boring
current mood:  chipper
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Monday, March 22nd, 2004
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5:58 pm - cool
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M - Success comes easily to you.
E - You are a very exciting person.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
S - You are very broad-minded.
S - You are very broad-minded.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
current mood:  amused
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Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
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10:32 pm - toni
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happy brithday to you happy brithday to you happy brithday dear toni happy brithday to you. happy brithday toni
current mood:  dirty
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Sunday, March 7th, 2004
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9:33 pm
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well lets see not really much to say. ive been workin , dont really have any spare time lately. i miss my friends. i like being able to be with them all the time. now i all sad because i am friends less right now and no one is online so im going to try to sleep and hope i get a day off soon. wish me luck!
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Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
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1:56 am
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i wonder if you can be hypnotized to make you forget thing. that would be cool i want to do that. so i can forget feeling that i have for a certain persons. let me know.
current mood: sad
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Monday, March 1st, 2004
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12:57 pm
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Sunday, February 29th, 2004
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12:59 pm
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im really lost. i keep doing these things that i shoudnt do but i do it anyway. why cant i makr myself stop i know its bad for me. now i sit here thinkin about what i have done and how i can make it better. but what is done is done and i cant change it so im going to suck it up and try to forget that i did it.
current mood: determined
current music: Ja Rule/ lost little girl
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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
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4:55 pm - what???
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let me tell you somting cool that i found outto day.... this girl ims me right she said that her name was melissa wallace... i was like what the fuck thats my name. i never thought that there would ever be two people with my name. thats really werid she had the same icon as me and everything. but shes only 13 ahhh to be young again mybe i will kill her and take her place hAHhH.
current mood: amused
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Monday, January 26th, 2004
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11:11 pm - ?
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i had a thought today....what is love anyway is it real or is it somthing we made up to better dealwith life. i was thinkin this because im still in love and i cant get over it so why then if its not real do i still find my self cryin and being depressed over it. i hate the fact that i know im still in love, but is he and was it real. well i dont think someone who loves you would cheat on you then break your heart into a millon pieces then when you say lets still be friends he makes it seem like we were never in love and make me feel like im the dumbest person in the world for thinkin that he still cares. maybe i am dumb maybe i just need a good fuck to put my mind in the right place.... that guys are for good fucks and fun times maybe even friends but not for love. maybe some where out there, there is someone who will love me as much as i love them but if there is i while never get over my first love so there is no point in tryin.
yeah i know that im a loser but i hate my feeling they always get me in trouble and i want to cut them out and drown them.
current mood:  depressed
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12:37 am - ummm
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12:05 am
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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Sunday, January 25th, 2004
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11:50 pm
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11:39 pm
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11:34 pm - bark
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11:29 pm - ?
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Wednesday, December 17th, 2003
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8:50 pm - hello
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well its been a whole so here goes. not really much going on same old shit just diffrent days. well i got my laptop.....yeaaaa! im so glad i have a computer again it really sucked not having one after keith took his back so now im back in the game again. im talking to my ex again which i know is really dumb and my friends dont like but shit happens and im sorry. but yeah im a dumbs ass and i know it so please hold the comments.
so anyway whats up with everyone not useing their live journals anymore that really sucks. i like to read about over peoples lifes. so try to up date for me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. im bored with my life let me know about yours.
current mood:  contemplative
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Sunday, November 16th, 2003
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12:55 am
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Thursday, November 13th, 2003
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11:26 am - computer freak
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well i think im becomeing alittle to atached to the computer. now that i have my own in my room im always on it. so long to my socal life. im i a freak?
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Saturday, November 8th, 2003
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12:38 am - yeaaa
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im very happy now. i just got a computer for my room. now i dont have to fight with my mom for the computer. its not mine keith was nice enough to let me use his until he finds somewhere to live , so for now ill have it. now i can up date my lj more often. that is if anyone cares.
current mood: happy
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Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
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8:50 pm - i suck
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yeah well i just saw zach tonight. fun fun. i hate it when i always seem to run into him when i least expect it. cause then im all sad because i want to be doing what he is doing which is really dumb i know but i cant help it. well fuck him and fuck every thing he ever did with me and everything we meet to each other i over it.
current mood:  angry
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